i always like to find my slippers in the same place when i wake up. i like to keep my coffee cup and pens organized on my desk. i like to the scattered clothes to find their place in the wardrobe. yes, everything should be in its proper place. but i can't apply it to my thoughts. there are too many heart palpitations in the world for places to see, events to experience. however there is no guarantee of our tomorrow. that's why i can't draw a limit to my thoughts and feelings. i can't shape them and i can't put them in certain patterns. because doing so means holding them captive. i let them stay disheveled.
