how many people can one person love? how many people can belong to one heart? is it easy to describe exactly what you are feeling? is this a whim or a true love? and where does falling in love stand in this story? you can run away from everyone and everything, maybe one day, but it's challenging for you not to be able to run away from yourself. when i want not to be unfair to anyone, i blame myself, "my heart". what i am feeling right now is longing for my old thrills or some heartbeat that i never had in my time. how fair is it to blame them because those things that make me feel good are coming into my life right now? sometimes i think, is he there because he's supposed to be the person who's been in my life all these years, or is he there because i still care about him in my life? at these moments, i parallel myself to a dried-up leaf. i lost my route. i am being blown in another direction with every wind that blows. where was i, where am i? in fact, the most important issue is where is my home? i'm so tired of being outside anymore.
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